Even the word<\/p>\n\n\n\n
sounds<\/p>\n\n\n\n
perfectly right.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Right in its<\/p>\n\n\n\n
wrongness,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
embracing its<\/p>\n\n\n\n
discomfort.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Feck!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What an uncomfortable<\/p>\n\n\n\n
place to be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And not nearly<\/p>\n\n\n\n
as romantic<\/p>\n\n\n\n
as the sweet sorrow<\/p>\n\n\n\n
someone else<\/p>\n\n\n\n
you may<\/p>\n\n\n\n
have read<\/p>\n\n\n\n
suggests.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Wanting to be<\/p>\n\n\n\n
near<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and far<\/p>\n\n\n\n
at the same<\/p>\n\n\n\n
time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Wanting to be missed,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
no,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
longed for,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and nurtured and <\/p>\n\n\n\n
caressed<\/p>\n\n\n\n
simultaneously.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
To be both<\/p>\n\n\n\n
open, known<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and deeply mysterious<\/p>\n\n\n\n
at once.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hold up\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Best I order<\/p>\n\n\n\n
one of those <\/p>\n\n\n\n
adulting <\/p>\n\n\n\n
manuals online,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
right now!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~Lu<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Even the word sounds perfectly right. Right in its wrongness, embracing its discomfort. Feck! What an uncomfortable place to be. And not nearly as romantic as the sweet sorrow someone else you may have read suggests. Wanting to be near and far at the same time. Wanting to be missed, no, longed for, and nurtured […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[33],"tags":[3,36,8],"class_list":["post-113","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-contemplation","tag-life","tag-ugh","tag-uncertainty"],"yoast_head":"\n