You know who you<\/p>\n\n\n\n
are<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and you know what you<\/p>\n\n\n\n
did.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
How was that<\/p>\n\n\n\n
going to<\/p>\n\n\n\n
play out<\/p>\n\n\n\n
in real life?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Or was that<\/p>\n\n\n\n
actually, exactly<\/p>\n\n\n\n
what it was?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Play.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A fun toy<\/p>\n\n\n\n
to be discarded,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
after a<\/p>\n\n\n\n
single use.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You know who you<\/p>\n\n\n\n
were<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and you know what<\/p>\n\n\n\n
you did.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Flat-packed roses.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The most beautiful<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019d ever seen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Surely good can come<\/p>\n\n\n\n
from bad?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Unlikely.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
You know who you were<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and I know what you<\/p>\n\n\n\n
did.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Have I mentioned<\/p>\n\n\n\n
shame?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And how it swallowed<\/p>\n\n\n\n
me whole.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I really did<\/p>\n\n\n\n
admire your<\/p>\n\n\n\n
clever, fun<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and beautiful<\/p>\n\n\n\n
wife.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I know who you were<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and i know what<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I<\/p>\n\n\n\n
did.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And I can never<\/p>\n\n\n\n
go back there<\/p>\n\n\n\n
to<\/p>\n\n\n\n
fix<\/p>\n\n\n\n
what I<\/p>\n\n\n\n
broke.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
~Lu<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
You know who you are and you know what you did. How was that going to play out in real life? Or was that actually, exactly what it was? Play. A fun toy to be discarded, after a single use. You know who you were and you know what you did. Flat-packed roses. The most […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[21,4,8],"class_list":["post-58","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-moments-of-clarity","tag-abuse","tag-hope","tag-uncertainty"],"yoast_head":"\n