Category: Moments of Clarity

  • She is

    the gun at a  knife fight. Japanese whiskey, on the rocks, with slices  of ginger and lime. Your secret anime hidden in a history  book, Joan Jet and Joy Division, colliding. Soft doe eyes, wearing  a black leather harness and stiletto fuck-off boots. She’s gentle spring rain, on a field near Chernobyl. She is the…

  • I found

    it, there this morning: my is-ness. It was there, in the quiet so loud, it thrummed  my ears. It was there, in the  air, so thick and lush, it stuck in my throat. It was there, in the happy wiggle butss of my dogs, the satisfying crunch of my shoes on the stoned ground. It…

  • So you

    surprised me today, and in a very good  way. And I realised that this very pattern  is likely to repeat itself for as long as we both shall live. Your magic unlikely to dim, your tender heart pure. And again I stand in awe of the wonder of  you. ~Lu

  • Embrace

    the beauty in  the mundane, while the everyday drudge may feel overwhelming sometimes, even often. Go within and find the power to step back, to zoom out, to be. Pattern  brings power and  what  you do  consistently makes  change. The dripping tap eventually cracks the basin. It is simply a matter  of time, of pushing…

  • A friend

    once told me a story,  folklore. Of a woman who was turned into  a donkey, because  she forgot to  wear  earrings. At first I giggled, for donkeys are cute, and who wouldn’t enjoy a life of  leisure. and then I recalled that donkeys were in fact the workhorse of the day and often mistreated. And…

  • Kanvhwiya for Frank

    An old man ha! That might be  the state of your canoo, Dear One, yet it could not be further from the truth. You shine. Your glimmer. You thrum with an energy deeper than yourself. You heal. You reach, you seek to understand to grow to nurture. You are a blessing unto us all my …

  • Your name

    will  scorch my lips forever, dear one. For you are both blinding light and  despairing darkness. Your name ignites the flame inside my heart, at once consuming me fully while smouldering  in the shadows. Your name is intertwined with my destiny, which will play out long after these basic recordings cease to exist. Your name,…

  • Her name

    is Serpentine, and no, I don’t  really know her. She’s a woman now, having  outlived much of  this story when she was  a child. Serpentine: gifted, smart, athletic, and a good human, with a badly curved spine. Serpentine with parents who simply  said: “Not on our watch.” Serpentine who travelled to  a foreign  country “to…

  • Dear friend

    this too shall pass. And NO it won’t take you, with it. YOU are magic and stardust and  bubbly on wet grass. YOU are  wisdom, and wonder and strength, and deeper than the dark water you refuse to swim  in. YOU are mine, partly, as I long to be there. To hold your hand, and…

  • Human being

    or human doing? Internal, or external focus? Having,  vs. experiencing? You choose… daily! ~Lu